Does she love me or does she not?

we met freshman year (high school) and we are seniors right now. we liked each other freshman year but we didnt tell each other that until last september.. through that time we both hooked up with a girl (we are both girls). and we thought we were in love but once we started dating in september, we fell for each other instantly.. everything was perfect except we live a little over an hour away from each other and shes in all kinds of activities so we only got to see each other 3 times but those days were amazing.. i broke up with her (worst mistake of my life) because i felt like she was too busy for me.. about a month after that she admitted that she was still in love with me to my friend but for some reason she wouldnt tell me so i freaked out on her (another huge mistake) and the day after she said that she didnt love me anymore because i changed so much.. (i would get mad at her for not texting me back and stuff).. but she put all the blame on me... i told her the best days of my life were with her and she said 'yea, too bad they are ruined'. i didnt know how to take that like if things got better would she try again? or are things ruined for good?.. i havent talked to her in about a week because she said we shouldnt talk anymore but i convinced her that we shouldnt throw our friendship away because of this.. i also told her that i regretted dating her because it ruined our whole relationship and i asked her if she felt the same and she said kinda.. but honestly i dont regret anything... i want her back but idk how to do that.. she said she doesnt love me anymore but i just cant believe it.. im gonna text her tomorrow on valentines day and say something sweet but im not sure if shed like it if she doesnt feel the same... i just dont know what to do because i love her with all my heart and i cant lose her